I really find it hard to comprehend some people. Not that i really try anyway. but in any case, people may only see me as being indifferent. so yeah.

On a lighter note, yesterday, we had band... i really dont understand why they are always so rude during band. i really cant stand rudeness, no more than i can stand backstabbers. really. i abhor rudeness. oh wells, supposingly because they are them. then somehow, sir got pissed off somehow, or rather, i feel its because of them lar. then he dismissed us early, and told us not to thank him, and he wants to meet all the comm members and the sls, so we did. then he gave us a card which is the leadership daily reflections, which i find useful, because it led to me reflecting on whether i was a good role model for my juniors.

Upon reflection, i feel that what sir said was right. we must think of how much effort the teachers-in-charge and sir had put in for us to be able to go to genting. so i must really, really thank them. (:

I really like 世界の約束 ~ 人生のﾒﾘｰｺﾞｰﾗﾝﾄﾞ -ｴﾝﾃﾞｨﾝｸﾞ which is in Howl's Moving castle soundtrack. I simply LOVE it. the singer has such a nice voice. *faints*

I SIMPLY CAN'T PUT UP WITH RUDENESS. NOT EVEN A WORD OF APOLOGY FOR ALL THE RUDENESS YOU GAVE ME. SIMPLY HORRIBLE. I WANT TO DRAW TORTOISES ON YOUR FACE. BUT SADLY, I CAN'T. I HAVE TOO MUCH SELF PERSERVATION THOUGHTS TO DO THAT. PROBABLY MY WEAKNESS IS THAT I AM TOO CONTROLLED.

That felt ALOT better. I abhor rudeness of any sort, from anybody, irregardless of whether its from my peers or juniors.(my seniors are just too nice to be that, even though i somehow am irritated my mom(:) I believe that self perservation is the most important quality in life. If you wish others to respect you, you must at first, be polite and nice to them, so as to earn their respect.

I want to name you, but sadly i can't, if not I'll get sued. so sad. haha. *sarcastic laugh* I am really really PISSED off.

Kiwi

so, i've finally found my Okita fanlisting~! yay!
I must also remember not to start my sentences with "so". It's just bad.
The thing is that now, I have currently no A's for the 3.5 subjects that i know of the results, therefore its pathetic. I have only 1 B, 2.5 Cs, of which 1 is a borderline pass, and that paper is geog. Since when do I like humanities? I dont, but thank goodness that I passed Geog, although initially I scored a D7 of 48%. How pathetic is that? Since the teachers said that it would be a difficult paper, so I suppose it was an improvement from last term's, which i scored a C5. I DISLIKE geography, because I dont like humanities except for maybe Literature...

Kiwi

Back from Cameron and KL. was kinda fun and tiring. My feet are hurting cos we attempted to walk from the town of Cameron Highlands to our Hotel which is at the top of the hill. *faints*. Shall update on the day which i had my end paper.

Went out with sabrina to PS. was kinda indecisive. haha. then we decided on PS. Ate at Yoshi, and saw Phoebe and Lynette. then walked. was very aimless. Then we decided to go to the MRT station, and we studied the MRT line. Found out that many new stations had malay names to them, or so we thought.

Then went home at about 5.00 cos i had to get home to get ready for the trip. Then at about 8, my parents and I set off to Goldenmile Plaza, or something like that. then reached there, passed customs on both sides, then settled off to sleep. It was extremely cold. I was freezing my ass off on the bus although i was wearing a thick jacket. reached cameron at about 7, then had breakfast, and signed up for a nature tour. went to the hotel to check in, and waited for the bus to come. our tour guide was called kenny, and he looked alot like my cousin and both of them smokes too. This is what i call a coincidence. anyway, we went to see a "waterfall" which was so tiny that it is a rapid. cheat my feelings one. then went to the tea garden. I knocked my head on the roof of the mini bus because my mom hurried me up after going to the toilet, so, everybody in the bus was like "ssss" haha. was amusing. then after that incident, at every stop, kenny was like opening the door, and putting his hand on the top and telling me that once is enough. I am deeply amused. so this was what happened at cameron highlands: I bumped my head.. -_-"

Then woke up at about 6, waited for the bus to go to KL, then at KL we walked around. wanted to buy my Adidas bag, but couldn't find one that's big enough. so we took the monorail (so fun~!) to Berjaya Times Square. then browsed around. bought little things. then came back. and here i am, typing this and watching peacemaker. today's not the last episode of peacemaker... and i actually rushed to watch it. i am such a blur block. but anyway, i took about 1 hour to type this. and i realised that the impression that i give other people is that i am very blur, and my dad agrees... -_-".

The thing that i didn't like about the tour guides is that one moment they speak english, then chinese, then cantonese(which i don't understand), and the chinese stall holders would speak cantonese to me, and i would just nod. so cute eh?

Kiwi

Exams are officially over!!! So happy!! But the thing is I don't know whether I did well or not...

Going to Cameron Highlands and KL. Going to relax after a hectic exam schedule....

Kiwi

Changed my layout!! My Okita Souji~! Just found out a fact. Okita irritates his fellow members by acting as a girl, especially Hijikata. And the little children in peacemaker kurogane calls him Soujiro, because if he doesn't, no little children will play with him with such a solemn name. I have NO idea why his name is solemn but anyway. I Lurveeeeee him~!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Kiwi